busy weeks and busy head!

oh man! it is just me or the week just getting hectic?

blogging...that is something long time I have left out...just picking up the pieces again...yeah...

the one thing that I have forgotten has been reminded back...thanx to my oldtime pals...zzz

the thing? yeah...the thing...the thing that those who have followed this blog for a long time will know.. :)

someone..that i have tried my hardest to forget has been reminded again...sigh*

didn't expect that they still kept those old scandalous photos...sigh again*

I wonder why among all those scandal at my class, i'm the ones they pick? sigh again and again*

don't they know that 'that person' already have someone? i do think that they should respect the girl feelings...

and please I'm tired...emotionally and physically...I do take their action as a joke..

yeah i understand they just want to reminisce all the good moments...but it is too good to me then...but not now anymore...

suddenly all those spoken words has been lingering around my head...those sweet and harsh words...been repeated back to back again...

guess i just needs to ignore it and as usual pretend that i'm happy than ever....

maybe all these pretending could one day setup me on a meeting with 'my actual man'? my 'pemilik tulang rusuk kiri?

please be good 'pemilik tulang rusuk kiri'...because for years I've been a good girl and take a lot of care of myself for you...

I hope that you will make me happier than before....

I know Allah has his way...I know...and I will pray that someday you appear...

To erase all the disappointments and sadness that I've been through...

I believe you will.. =)