Finalllllllllllllyyyyyy!!

:: What's the best option for me to shoot for logical answers eh?::

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Yeehaa! Finally the long awaited day has finally over. Pheww.. Glad that it's ended though. But then, I am scared to death about the results. Flying colours? Nahh.. It's far from reality. haha. Why? I didn't make it too well on the last 2 papers if compared to the 1st two papers.

Total = 4 papers . Total good points = very best + average. Total lose= 2+0. You count it. It's disaster! huhu. I just pray to God and really in a 'tawakal' mode actually. I have tried to do not my very best, but my best for the finals. I just hope that rezeki are on my side. I kept in positive thinking as this is far from my best shot, but I leave it all to Allah. *inside monolog* geez, so positive.



Yeah. I am still training to be positive minded and confident type of person.

Lord, do help me!

I can't blame the nature for being this negative minded person. It's in the blood. But at least, I am grateful that I am not an alien, an insects or mad hatter. Alhamdulillah.

Although sometimes I can be a nerve wrecking negative minded person, I am now a tolerate person. Thank you to everyone that understand my nature. That accept my weaknesses of being a negative minded person. It doesn't mean that when I think negatively on a person, I will kutuks or saying bad stuff towards someone. It just takes temporary of time for me to think that and I quickly rub it off. It is because I know that people do make mistakes and there will always be a room for improvement. People makes mistakes, learn from it and also change. So, I accept their weaknesses as they are and come back to positive minded. As easy as that.

If I am a so negative minded person, I won't befriend with people that have attitude problems. I befriend with everyone because I know not everyone is bad. Everyone has their beautiful icing inside of them. There will always be good beneath the bad, and bad beneath the good. As I say, not everyone is perfect. We always have an attitude problems. If not, what makes us a human? If we are too nice, are we an angel?? If we are too bad, are we Satan? No, no, no. We are in the middle. That what makes us human.

I can now slightly accept people negative attitude towards me. I won't comments anymore on others attitudes. Why? Because everyone is imperfect. :)

Whatever that they think about you will not change you. It doesn't matter, really. It is just how you accept things as they are. Yeah, we are all not perfect. There will be some flaws here and there. It is just up to us human to accept other people flaws. We are imperfect, but is is up to us to perfect the imperfection.

Yeah, we're as a human being have feelings too. I've felt all the feelings of hurt before. Yet. I am still patient with all of this. Almost all my friends have a question mark on their head thinking how would it be if Nadzirah angry eh?

::really hard headed baybeh.hee::

FYI, I am actually quite a hard headed and easy to pist off kinda of person. But that was way past back time. I've changed since I'm approaching my Creator, Allah. When? Good question. haha. When eh? It was all when I'm in standard 6. That's where I've started wearing scarf till now. Alhamdulillah I am still sticking to it. I'm totally a different person. Even my friends were not scared of me. Because I've become a very subtle and soft spoken person.

I don't know how to scold people now. I could only raise up my voice and cried. It is not that I am weak. It is just that, that's me. When I am too happy, too excited, laughed wholeheartedly, and whatever extreme emotion, I will cry. There will be a dam inside my eyes. Why I cried? Because I really dislike to scold people and scolding makes I feel bad about myself. Even Allah could forgive such people act. But me? A slave of HIM? I didn't have the level to judge a person. I just take this easy example from Lao Tzu as my life principle...

'Respond intelligently even to unintelligent treatment'

So, yeah. I've learned a lot from this phrase. That's my flaw, I honestly admit my weaknesses but people never know the fire desires inside me burning like hell. I can easily forgive but I will definitely never forget. Laugh all you could, say everything you want, throw me every sick word you got but....

In short for me,

He who laugh last, laugh best!

p/s- wait till the time come. I'm a strong girl and I'll prove it to ya'll one time! =)

One more to go!

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Yeah..I can't wait for the day. The day that will end up all the things that's been bullying my mind this few weeks. Highway and Traffic engineering. Here I come. I'll chop your question, as if I could. haha. Wish me luck friends. Though even after the paper end, I am still in UMP.

Why? Well, actually I've got a proposal and presentation to proceed then. On a project that I really need the approval in order to proceed with the further steps. Wish me luck! Then I'll tell ya when all things done.hee. Wanna share it so much but I can't. Wait till the announcement come. Then it will be a shocking news that is unbearable for a mind to accept. hahaha. Ridiculous and 'x tercapai akalmu' my friend said and presume. My dreams is getting nearer, how I wish it will be realised. Insyaallah.. :)

Love,
Nadzirah

Reason of happiness

I'm unable to give you the happiness that you've always wanted.
I'm not capable to make you fall in love with me.

That's one of the reason, why I think that it is best for us to seek our own path.If you only know. Well, let bygones be bygones.

I'm glad that now you have found someone that can make you fall in love again..

I pray for your happiness 'brother'.
May you fall in love again...
and may you gain the happiness that you have always seek for. :)

Sincerely,
Nadzirah

Ayat-ayat cinta

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

I am not an easy girl to capture her heart. It took a while for me to forget someone that I love.. Quite hard..I am seriously a loyal lover. huhu..sometimes, it may took years although I'm in love with the person for only a few months..It is not easy to replace a person that you have committed relationship with him..Because once I love, I will always love. But if that the best for both of us, life has to goes on..Maybe that's the choice. I pray may both of us be happy in our life...Will miss all the memories...sweet or sour..

I just think I want an eternal relationship. Relationship that leads to marriage..that way, I won't be hurted anymore..

hmmm...I wish to share a romantic song from Rossa.. Ayat-ayat cinta... Quite in jiwang mode right now..huhu

Desir pasir dipadang tandus
segersang pemikiran hati
Terkisahku diantara cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinan ku datang
Kasih bukan sekedar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

(chorus)
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkinku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cinta ku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakanku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggal kan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud... (Last x2)

Love,
Nadzirah

Para tu Amor

Assalamualaikum and Hola!!



Hye everyone. I would like to share my passion about Spain and how I am craze about it.. :)

Not just the country I'm in love with, but firstly my dear Iker Casillas. He is the goalkeeper of Real Madrid and Spain football. I have been fancy of him since Form 1 that is when the FIFA World Cup Spain match. Guess my friend, Halimatul did a very good job in influencing me to like Spain. Most importantly making me in lovvvee with Iker and hence, loving the football stuff and the country plus language not to forget.

Hey, I'm not like any other girl who just love the football player but not the game and not knowing how to play at all. I do really love the game and still learning to empower the skill as a women footballer. Maybe you will laugh hard because I looked very subtle and soft spoken person..huhu..But I'll prove ya wrong. When I'm into something, I am REALLY into it! You haven't watch I played just yet. I really turn off when people look down on me. So, dun judge quickly ya. I'm really into challenge. Don't try to challenge me. ;)

Yesh2..what makes Iker so special? He has been saving the penalty during the Spain match with Ireland which is really impressive as he was only 21 years old at that time. He receives quite a recognition in his country. I've read that a road sign in Spain has named it after his name. Casillas. WoW! :D



OKay..that's a gist about Iker, what about Spain? Talk about this, I am actually in love with the telenovelas. I've watched several telenovelas which make I'm really quite familiar with Spanish words. El actor y actriz es mucho bonita! :)

I've watched Yo Soy Betty La Fea, Rosalinda, La Intrusa (Gabriela Spanic is HOt okaayyy!), Secreto de Amor, Prisionera and several telenovelas which I barely remember. About telenovelas, I really love Gabriela SPanic. She is awesome I tell ya. Really beautiful and multi talented. She has a very sexy husky voice which I think would make any guy melt. lalala~

That's about Iker and telenovelas. Now what's about the language? When you have two idol, you surely wish that you could communicate with them right?? That's what I thought when I was young. SO I learned a few Spanish words by my own. Thank God internet exist! haha. Then this semester, I need to learn a new language. I was really shocked that God has granted my wish for years already. That is to learn Spanish formally! So, yeah, I took the class and loving every second of it. Thank you Senora Fatina binti Bakar. :)

It was an awesome journey through the years. Alhamdulillah. Allah has given me a lot of pleasent surprises. I just waited for one more. That is to go to Spain and meet Iker and Gabriela. How I wish my dream could come true. Insyallah. Pray for me amigos.. I will do whatever it takes to achieve my dream and how I wish it will be realised. Insyallah with Allah's will. Nothing is impossible. :D

Oh yes, before I leave, I would like to share my favourite Spanish song. It is a very romantic and lovely song by Juanes. You should hear em'. Nice I tell ya. It's about a guy eternal love towards a girl. I will surely melt if any guy sang this for me..woohoo! ;)

Para Tu Amor lyrics

Para tu amor lo tengo todo
Desde mi sangre hasta la esencia de mi ser
Y para tu amor que es mi tesoro
Tengo mi vida toda entera a tus pies

Y tengo también
Un corazón que se muere por dar amor
Y que no conoce el fin
Un corazón que late por vos

Para tu amor no hay despedidas
Para tu amor yo solo tengo eternidad
Y para tu amor que me ilumina
Tengo una luna, un arco iris y un clavel

Y tengo también
Un corazón que se muere por dar amor
Y que no conoce el fin
Un corazón que late por vos

Por eso yo te quiero tanto que no sé como explicar
Lo que siento
Yo te quiero porque tu dolor es mi dolor
Y no hay dudas
Yo te quiero con el alma y con el corazón
Te venero
Hoy y siempre gracias yo te doy a ti mi amor
Por existir

Para tu amor lo tengo todo
lo tengo todo y lo que no tengo también
Lo conseguiré
para tu amor que es mi tesoro
Tengo mi vida toda entera a tus pies

Y tengo también
Un corazón que se muere por dar amor
Y que no conoce el fin
Un corazón que late por vos

Por eso yo te quiero tanto que no sé como explicar
Lo que siento
Yo te quiero porque tu dolor es mi dolor
Y no hay dudas
Yo te quiero con el alma y con el corazón
Te venero
Hoy y siempre gracias yo te doy a ti mi amor

Love,
Nadzirah

Check and Rate this photo

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Hola amigos!! Como estas?

I'm saying hello and how are you in Spanish. You may seek the answer and ask me. Whether it is correct or not. Homework!! hihi

It's have been a fast pace life.

Several changes and new outcomes everyday.
I am learning every angle of life every day and feeling really grateful for every drop of it.

I am an estudiante. That is a student. Still learning and applied several things in life.
Though sometimes the application went wrong.hihi.

Why I am putting this photo?
This photo reminiscing last week activities where I have been to Pekan for a Site visit.

Yeah, I've edited the picture. There are sort of humans element in it.
Why and how?

You see, at the back of the picture, several students are excited in looking the biggest object around that is a monstrous thing that bash the concrete.

For me, it is reflecting the human nature.
The human's instinct to know what happens.

How about all of you? How do you interpret this photo? :)

Think again?

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Everything seems wonderful today. Hmm, although quite there are certain things that happen to torn my feelings. well, it doesn't matter anyway.

Maybe I will always be the one being lied and bullied.

Saddening? yeah..quite

When all of your intention is just doing good to other but they take for granted for all the good deeds your doing.

Erm, I don't care anymore.
Just want to proceed with my life span.

There are so much think to think of.

Just doesn't quite understand some people.
Just love to hurt others.

Saying things to make people feel down on their self
Why don't everybody being a supportive person?

The world will definitely be a better place to stay.

No hatred. No suicide. No other killing each other.

We always say we want a peace world.

But. Do you do your part?
Being the one who is responsible to make the world a sought after things in life?

Think again.

Missing...

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Happy day ya'll. Hmm...suddenly I am feeling so lonely...I don't know why..
I'm missing my family and friends so much...

Of course missing my family because of the long distance..
But deadly missing my friends eventhough they are near...

Weird? yes..maybe bacause I'm spending little time with my friends...

I'm actually love to be alone..
All by myself..

Individualistic? maybe..

I'm the type of person that prefer to be alone all the time..
But I do love crowd..but I just don't know..

I want to grab someone. I want to be with someone.
I want to be close to someone. I want to spend all of my time with someone.

I want to take a few break from my hectic schedule.

But why still all of this happen? aiyoo~

Or maybe it is my fate to be like this...a LONER...

huhuhu :(