Blood Donation!!

Hello everyone! See that image above?

Hah. There is where I got my hand injected. Ouch.
Long before I attend my exam hall, I take an initiative to be a blood donor.
I've never donated blood before. Make it interesting, I donate blood alone. No one by my side. That took quite a guts. Thus, it is quite exciting for a first timer like me. =)

It was not so painful as it may seem. Although my blood did run so slowly. aish. But the nurses there have been very supportive despite me being the only student at that time.

I just hope that each and everyone of you to come up in front of the line and donate blood. You will never know how many life that you could save. Donate now and you will make the difference! (^-^)

Time had made a human stronger

Time has shown everything. I am a strong lady and I'm proud to be. Not just being proud without reason. For me, everyone need to be proud of themselves in order to keep getting stronger. That what I keep beneath me. I won't waste my friends and family moral support all this while. Keep growing stronger everyone. We can do it! (^_^)

A point to remember.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.People change so that
you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them
when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust
no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better
things can fall together :)

credits to Fairuz Syazana Fazil.

p/s- This quote make me realize so much things just in few sentences. I happen to trust myself and family only and let go and proceed with my life, forgive others, but I will never ever forget. (^_^)

Anger?

There's no need to pour out your anger. Let it blown away by silence. As silence it may seem, temper disappears.

Angry? Take it easy though.

We can't avoid from being angry. But to control our temper is a huge achievement for a human being. Why? It's not easy to be a patience person. Plus. You get to be younger! Everybody gonna be jealous of you. haha. =)

I've read an article that we use hundreds of facial expression when we angry while only a bit of it when we're happy. That means we're not making our face fatigue. We're making our face rest and relax when we're happy. Less wrinkles!! That's why they say it is important to get a beauty sleep. Correct me if I'm wrong. hee.

I'm following my fellow guy friend. He is a really patient guy. I really salutes him. Despite what others said and throw to him, he just ignore it and just proceed with his life. A really strong guy I may say. Hard to find a guy like that. He is actually a hot tempered person, but in personal life, he kept it professional. He put a huge distance between personal and work. For a girl like me, I've done wrong doings too in mixing personal and work altogether.haiya. How I adore to be like him. Strong ones. Pray for me!!

So this is quite a lesson for me. ha. As you can see. If you're a patient person, you will gain respect from others! Wow. Bonus points! This is really like an anger management class. hihi.

My aim is to motivate myself and others. Let us all be a COOL person. okay? peace! ^_^

Finding nemo. opps. serenity.

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Hello ya'll! It's been long time since I've updated my blog. I'm actually finding serenity. Yeah. finding it at my home.hee. I've got lots to share with all of you but didn't got the oppurtunity to upload the photos just yet.

I've been enjoying days at home. Home sweet home they say. I'm looking forward to meet my old friend. Can't wait! They are not actually 'old', haha, BUT they are the longest friends that I kept deep inside my heart.

They really understand me and been forgiving for my past mistakes. They will remind me of my mistakes and giving me the chances to turn over a new leaf. That what makes them such beautiful friends and also that's what makes our friendship last till now. I have several listing of best friends that I cherished. Tons of girls but only few guys. To name them will take a while. hee. I really love my friends, that's why I have long listing of best friends. They are friends that I can trust and depend on.

I can count on them if I ever need help or supports. I pray the best for them and may we all be best friends forever. Insyallah. :)

I found the answer...

The fan said, be cool
The roof said, aim high
The window said, see the world
The clock said, every minutes is precious
The mirror said, reflect before you act
The calendar said, be up-to-date
The door said, push hard to your goals!!! oh yeah! :D

Mix up stories between social networking and life.

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Happy days ya'll. I am grateful today that I am still breathing to proceed with my life span. The clock is ticking and I still haven't a clue on when actually the due date. The due date of life. Haha. Sounds scary eh? hee. Yeah. We need to instill the attitude of remembering death. In that way, we could improvise ourself to be a better person, better friend and even better lovers.




I am wondering this past few days. What are the best things to share among all the bloggers. I'm sorry for not posting any post before for a moment. I'm quite an active facebooking rather than blogging. For me, I'm want to *investigate*. Is it better off blogging or facebooking?

For me, both has their pro's and con's. Well, in facebook, we get replies so fast. Righhtt?? Blogging...err..perhaps few days or few hours, IF there are readers whom love to read your posting and leave a comments in it..nicee...

In facebook, we can update status but not so that frequently. People will know your current activities, thoughts and perhaps your emotion. People will have read it somehow! Quite forcing actually. Sometimes if too overload with the same kind of status, it will invites boringgness among ur friends ...unless we varies the status with a more varied status. In blog, it depends on mood. agree? haha. We don't actually force them to read, it depends on people who love to read your blog. So, it won't disturb actually people with our stories. I love to write a lot but sometimes it depends on mood too. If I have any problems or happiness, I really love to write. It makes the feeling of contentment in myself. What about you? :)

Facebook and blog have something in common. That is reuniting people!

Yeah. That's what I love most about facebook and blog. I've made a lot of friends through both of them. Get to click back with your old friends and also get to know a new friend. I remember one funny incident. What's funny is that, there is one person that hello and approaching me suddenly. She said that, you're from the facebook right? Then I nod and yeah..that's right. But err actually I've forgotten that I've added her. Since then, we become friends. Simple. Through blog also I made a few digital friends that finally become a reality friend. *reality check people* hehe.

In contrary, we could have many positive impacts through facebooking and blogging as long as we know how to use them wisely. Use it as a positive medium in connecting people and care to share about people. Through facebook, I've received an wedding invitation from my old friend! How nice is that? I miss all my fellow friends although I didn't know if they miss me too. hee.



I pray sincerely and wholeheartedly for all my friends. My love for all my friends is tremendous. I could not say it in words how much I love them. Maybe I look as if I didn't care, but I actually concern about all of them. I will try my best to support and give strength to them whenever they have problems. I didn't plant any grudge tree inside of me. I plant love inside of me. Hoping for their happiness. Their happiness is my happiness. :)

I didn't care what people want to do to me. They can do all they want. Because I believe that God is fair. If we help, pouring love and lessen the burden of people, insyaallah there will always an open road for us to pursue easily. That is something I feel. Serenity.

Serenity of forgiving people. Before, I find it hard to forgive people. But now that I made my oath to change, each time before I sleep, I forgive all people. Yes, it did great the next day. My relations with friends is becoming better and better. It did good to my heart too. I'm so glad about it. How Allah has made it easier for hambaNya. I pray and pray may Allah make it easy for me to drive the road of life easily.

My aim now, how I wish I could go to Mekah *first priority* besides Spain. hehe.

Dear Allah, I've been missing to go to your home although I've never been there. How I wish I could walk there. How I wish I will do a lot of repent and solat sunat there. I've been a terrible slave for you. I've been forgetting you. I know and I'm really sorry. You always been there for me when I need you. How awesome you are my Lord. How I wish that you would accept me as your guest and forgive for all my mistakes. My mom and I really wanted to be there. If it is not my time to go there, please Ya Allah, please make an easy way for my mom to go there first.. She really wanted to go there and I really hope that you could fulfill my beloved mother wishes. Please do make an easy way for me too because it is my first hope before I go and leave the world behind...before Malaikat Maut, Izrail come and invites me. Aminn..



I felt sort of emotional right now. I've just remembered that my mom has told me to do the solat sunat but I haven't done it yet. Mashaallah. What a daughter I am..huhu =(

I realize this now. I know I've been a bad girl. Thank you Allah for reminding me..If you're not reminding me, I might perhaps forget about my responsibilities as a Muslim. Perhaps maybe I committed more sins!! huhuhu. I aim today, I need to change. I have plans during this holidays. A date with my loved ones. My creator, family and friends. No more too much entertainment. Just you and me. Specially and specifically. Allah and me. =)

Finalllllllllllllyyyyyy!!

:: What's the best option for me to shoot for logical answers eh?::

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Yeehaa! Finally the long awaited day has finally over. Pheww.. Glad that it's ended though. But then, I am scared to death about the results. Flying colours? Nahh.. It's far from reality. haha. Why? I didn't make it too well on the last 2 papers if compared to the 1st two papers.

Total = 4 papers . Total good points = very best + average. Total lose= 2+0. You count it. It's disaster! huhu. I just pray to God and really in a 'tawakal' mode actually. I have tried to do not my very best, but my best for the finals. I just hope that rezeki are on my side. I kept in positive thinking as this is far from my best shot, but I leave it all to Allah. *inside monolog* geez, so positive.



Yeah. I am still training to be positive minded and confident type of person.

Lord, do help me!

I can't blame the nature for being this negative minded person. It's in the blood. But at least, I am grateful that I am not an alien, an insects or mad hatter. Alhamdulillah.

Although sometimes I can be a nerve wrecking negative minded person, I am now a tolerate person. Thank you to everyone that understand my nature. That accept my weaknesses of being a negative minded person. It doesn't mean that when I think negatively on a person, I will kutuks or saying bad stuff towards someone. It just takes temporary of time for me to think that and I quickly rub it off. It is because I know that people do make mistakes and there will always be a room for improvement. People makes mistakes, learn from it and also change. So, I accept their weaknesses as they are and come back to positive minded. As easy as that.

If I am a so negative minded person, I won't befriend with people that have attitude problems. I befriend with everyone because I know not everyone is bad. Everyone has their beautiful icing inside of them. There will always be good beneath the bad, and bad beneath the good. As I say, not everyone is perfect. We always have an attitude problems. If not, what makes us a human? If we are too nice, are we an angel?? If we are too bad, are we Satan? No, no, no. We are in the middle. That what makes us human.

I can now slightly accept people negative attitude towards me. I won't comments anymore on others attitudes. Why? Because everyone is imperfect. :)

Whatever that they think about you will not change you. It doesn't matter, really. It is just how you accept things as they are. Yeah, we are all not perfect. There will be some flaws here and there. It is just up to us human to accept other people flaws. We are imperfect, but is is up to us to perfect the imperfection.

Yeah, we're as a human being have feelings too. I've felt all the feelings of hurt before. Yet. I am still patient with all of this. Almost all my friends have a question mark on their head thinking how would it be if Nadzirah angry eh?

::really hard headed baybeh.hee::

FYI, I am actually quite a hard headed and easy to pist off kinda of person. But that was way past back time. I've changed since I'm approaching my Creator, Allah. When? Good question. haha. When eh? It was all when I'm in standard 6. That's where I've started wearing scarf till now. Alhamdulillah I am still sticking to it. I'm totally a different person. Even my friends were not scared of me. Because I've become a very subtle and soft spoken person.

I don't know how to scold people now. I could only raise up my voice and cried. It is not that I am weak. It is just that, that's me. When I am too happy, too excited, laughed wholeheartedly, and whatever extreme emotion, I will cry. There will be a dam inside my eyes. Why I cried? Because I really dislike to scold people and scolding makes I feel bad about myself. Even Allah could forgive such people act. But me? A slave of HIM? I didn't have the level to judge a person. I just take this easy example from Lao Tzu as my life principle...

'Respond intelligently even to unintelligent treatment'

So, yeah. I've learned a lot from this phrase. That's my flaw, I honestly admit my weaknesses but people never know the fire desires inside me burning like hell. I can easily forgive but I will definitely never forget. Laugh all you could, say everything you want, throw me every sick word you got but....

In short for me,

He who laugh last, laugh best!

p/s- wait till the time come. I'm a strong girl and I'll prove it to ya'll one time! =)