Haloo world!

Assalamualaikum and Good day

It's been a whirlwind ride for me since past few weeks..so I guess..I'm beginning to recover myself..to a brand new nadzirah...haih..why am I' saying that too often?? haha..well, trying to rejuvenate myself..maybe I guess, I need to find myself a JOB. SO that can fill my extra time at home..instead of just open up FB and blog..guess I need to find a better things to do..hehe

I get an idea..that maybe after the Eid Mubarak, insyaallah, i will work with my dad..just to gain experience outdoors.hey, like they say "jauh perjalanan, luas pandangan"..is it the right rhythm? i felt there is lacking here and there..haha..well just ignore it..i'm enjoying my life right now..but quite worry about my cactus...oh my..

P/s- Cik nurul!! please do take good care of my babies there keyh :) I'm wondering, how come I'm forgetting to bring back my cacti home..haih~

What's up with me?

Hmm, at first lost of mood..then uncontrollable emotion..what's up?? Making my loved ones and closed friends upset..oh my..is this what I want?? No..never ever want to hurt those I love..

Seriously, I need a make over. Maybe, a little time off, from all of this..maybe..maybe..I need to spend more time with my family..in order to find the losing me..time with my relatives..or perhaps..I just need an escape from all of this..maybe I'm losing myself..or maybe I am finding who I am?? still? in this years? 20 years old??Is that really possible??

P/s- I hope those who read my blog, could lead and show me the right way..please guide or give me an idea...maybe an easier way..so that I don't elapsed with time...OMG...huu :( ~

Heavy heavy..

It's been a while since I wrote on my blog...sorry for keeping all of you guys waiting..I just got back from ump to my home yesterday..quite a tiring journey you know...i got my feet on PUDU at 2pm something..so long..I depart from my u at about 10.30..sigh* anyway, i felt relieved that I finally release my stress by boughting a new clothes at quite a cheap price rather than usual! yiippie! really sweet green color cloth.not gonna show u guys..secret..hee~

I want to say thanx and send my gratitude to Nadiah and Nadia Arisha for 'susah2' come and pick me up at KTM subang..feel really grateful to them...thanx a lot guys..love you forever and eva! I'm not just go back home, we've lepaking at Subang Parade and meeting nadia boyfriend face to face..some sort of an introduction I guess..well, he's a nice person and I'm happy for nadia..I hope their relationship will last long till marriage..aminn :)

I've felt soulless these day...why? i don't know..I guess this Semester exam results I'm gonna drop till I drop!I don't know what's with me...I don't have any problem so far..but I've lost my fighting and studying spirit! Oh man, where the heck does it go? huhu..I miss the old nadzirah..who loves studying and being nerdy to score the best in her examination...I miss being number one in class..I miss all the moment where people look down on me and suddenly they are amazed by my performance..guess I need to find the old nadzirah..the one who loves to proves all that their perception on me is WRONG!

Also, I am sometimes HURT by word of sarcasm people said to me..but I used to just 'wat lek suda' emotion..I know I have my weaknesses as hamba Allah, as no one is perfect..I admit that I am a blur girl and I'm not good in calculation..but alhamdulillah, Allah give me advantages in languages..I can learn languages easily and score it..syukran..I believe everybody has their own gift..Also, I know that I always pretend that I am not hearing stuff but actually I heard..but I have build up a strong fortress to block all those words...but have you have to say something much of a word of disgrace to me?? saying that 'kita da cakap da tadi kan tapi die x dengar plak' and then the other saying the same things too..sambil making all those faceless emotion..you know..it's not good to blame other people as if you're a good enough listener..I am just keeping my silence as I bear in my mind that in firman Allah has said that the ones that leave an argument will receive an enormous benefit...so i keep hold on that.

Another is, I hate to ask question to seek knowledge when people who suppose to shared their knowledge but then will used the word sarcastically to me..saying words that 'Seriously, u need to always go to the library next sem, and why do you take Civil engineering?? Also, like saying others, why do people failed these subject?? Oh my..I am really mad with what that person said...Allah has given us kelebihan masing2....it's not right for us to use such words to people..we don't know if they have hardship in struggling for the subject...say to me...who likes to FAIL? but from failure is where we learn..from failure is where we raise UP and being motivated and even MORE SUCCESSFUL than a person whom doesn't ever failed..what do you guys felt when you are asking people for knowledge, and they ask u such question?? Believe me, rezeki Allah, rahsia Allah. Allah Maha Pemurah..

Maybe, sometimes, Allah test hambaNYA to make that person a greater person than before..you know..I will PROVE to these people that they are definitely wrong..Just wait and SEE! You will amazed with a new improved nadzirah. oh yeah! :D

Actually, I am really disgusted with person who likes to drain other people energy and spirit..Who are we to JUDGE people? Who are we to BLAME people? Who are we to MAKE FUN of other people? Who are we to jatuhkan HUKUMAN towards people??just sat a moment and think..are u too GREAT to say such word toward people...are u already PERFECT??

P/s- I am intimidated by these people..but I am patience and try to forgive and forget. Just keep in mind dear. Kata-kata adalah lebih TAJAM dari sebilah pedang..Maybe I've forgiven you guys for saying those words to me..but what about other people?? Do they easily forgive you???

2 days outing..yeay!!

::The spontaneous and unready snap before departing to Panching..yeay!::

Wow.it's been a terrific day for two consecutive days..i'm lovin it~

On Saturday, I've been to Panching waterfall, Teluk Cempedak and Kuantan for the whole day with my dear friends..pheww..how many of them?? just 9..need introduction?nah..better nope..privacy invasion meh....hee~

::Can you detect the difference in our eyes? All polish up for the next adventure..Teluk Chempedak!::

It's been a bombastic ride to play with water in Panching waterfall..it is hilarious and so many memorable things to share..but then...can't share with you guys..the photos are quite CENSORED..zASS

::With my stylo and cute roommate, Nurul::

::The craziness of us in T.C..hua3::

Next thing we know, we're on our way to T.C..like they say..sambil menyelam minum air..while swimming you drink water??erkK..better not translate it..hideous..haha.We enjoy the time there with the monkey circulating around the tree.I am almost being attacked by it because happily carrying plastic bag near it..thank god my friend save me..Thanx guys..haha

::Nasi Dagang!!Nyummy!::

Just after that, we pekena KFC first, while at night pekena plak Satay!!We all eat at Satay Zul, a quite famous satay restaurant near Kuantan..but it is just as an appetizer..my main dish, I chose Nasi Dagang..oh no, am I going to be fat for eating at night?huaa!

To wrap up the story, quite pity to Nurul because her spectacles has fall into pieces..because..erm...no need to story here..but she get rm20 from the ones who did it..and being charged rm60 to pay for the damages to be repaired..'rabun' for a day..huk2..but thank goodness that I going outing for the next day..so I can pick up her spectacles..and now aiming for a new adventure...JENG JENG JENG..

::Beef barbeque..so delicious...nyummy!!!::

With whom??Let it be a secret..a special person in my life rite now and hoping FOREVER...insyaallah :)
I want to say thank you so much for the treat at Johnny's and also Big Apple..I've been enjoying the whole day..watching PAPADOM again..oh my..but it's been hilarious...I will definitely bear the happy moment forever =)

P/s-I wish to turn back time..every moment is so much fun to let em go away...huu~

~My baby Cacti~

::Five beautiful Cactus, one missing, where does it go??hee~::

See?? This entry is specially dedicated to my lovely baby, cacti.. :)

I have dreamed of having a cactus since I was small..it looks lovely yet look like really simple to take care...but then...to take care of it...quite lazy at first...adehh...but as they say "x kenal maka x cinta"...

Sound scary isn't it??How come I know my cactus??hehe..I am still learning about it...I've been searching through the internet about caring for cactus..so I post this entry in hope that anyone could share their experience and some knowledge on caring for cactus..please do tell me..I need guidance..I don't want my cactus to be dead and dried like in SAHARA DESERT...NOOo!! Oh, man, I'll cry blood! huk3...

P/s-You know,it makes me pist off if someone disturb my cactus.My neighbour even just playing around taking away my cactus..and I suddenly became moody and mad..oh no..is this a sign that I am falling in love with my cacti??hua3..Anyway, I hope we can share some valuable information on cactus. Sharing is Caring (^_^)

Oh yeah.We won. Hee~

::The Group::

Oh yeah!Alhamdulillah.We won the Bridge Cup! actually just consolation prizes and we're at top 4! haha.its not like soccer match or whatsoever, but still, remembrance of the hardship of building the bridge make us think this is just worth it. I have learn a lot during the construction of the bridge. About deflection,load and stuff. It makes learning process easier. Well, just wanna share our moments with you all. SO that everyone could see the situation that we've been through before.yikess..still..nah..

::Debaran..dup dap dup dap::

Thank god that our bridge can sustain the weight of 5kg load without any crack.Our bridge is weight of 312g only and our deflection is quite little that is 1.97.We just use 'lidi satay' and a '502' glue that its strength is just like GAM GAJAH to construct the bridge and thanx to brother Afiq, our Perkasa senior that have been very supportive and being our unofficial advisor.We also 'kikir' our 'lidi satay' to ensure that the connection between each members is dense.You know,the connection is really important in constructing a building.It is called joint(joining a member between a member).If the joint is not connected properly,a building will easily crack or destructed. Its all civil stuff..hee~

::One of the most beautiful design::

There's a lots more pictures that I would like to share..especially the juiciest pictures!!!I've become a MAMARAZZI honey!! hihihi..but..need to take care of my friends feeling..that's the topmost important part :)

P/s- I'm really grateful that we won. We won a hamper and a RM50 bucks.Thats just worth it.Naseb baek our budget just RM30 sumthing..hee~

Ouh huh?

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Long time no write.Actually.Quite busy with stuff.So kinda lacking in mood of writing.But the passion of writing never fade away just like that.Poor thing.

Anyway, quite busy with the bridge stuff. In our civil engineering course, we need to construct a bridge that is the lightest possible and could carry an amount of weight of 5kg!!It is compulsory guys.Well, we are still in process.Still working hard on it.We have settle about 80% quite of.Thanks to brother Afiq, our PERKASA secretary that has helped us with advises and on the bridge connection. I give you a simple look on our design.It is not completed and need some adjustments.yet but then still in progress...duh..

Because of this bridge, sadly at first, my friends are not letting me go to watch PAPADOM at the cinema.Feel want to cry and rebel from the inside. Gladly, my rommate, Kak Syaz and Kak Ila and my neighbour, Kak Huda(hee.) have 'pujuk' me to just join the club watching the PApAdom.They say that it is not that I am not going home at all..so I guess, I just follow my heart and thank god that finally they are letting me go..anyway, they still order stuff from me and hey I gotta carry those stuff too..so makes sense and fair isn't it??hehe..

First things first, about this PAPADOM story. I could give about 4.5 star for it. Where does the 0.5% has gone?well, actually we miss about 5-10 minutes when the movie starts,huhu..very rugi worh..I would suggest that all of you to watch this movie.It is hilarious and I can't laugh enough for it.Silly but really has sense of moral values in it.YOU SHOULD WATCH IT keyh.Why?? don't ask me why, coz I won't tell.just watch.lalala~

-Supporter of Malay film industry(kununnyela).Who wants to support it if not us as Malaysian??rite rite riteee??-

::Oh man! I getting chubby already just by eating a slice of cake.(Poyo gile)Waa::

Settle on that, my best friend, Syikin birthday has passed two days ago.Quite fun and chaotic! She is really fortunate to have a guy that really cares about her although she already has a boyfriend.He never gave up on her and treat her..fuhh..only I and her closest friends know...Touching2.haha.Well, he has planned on the party and called me and lily to put up ideas on it. So we planned on ordering Cakes, Bihun, buying drinks and stuff.Quite 89.4% are on him.Really salute this guy. Can't mention his name.sorry.just sharing stuff..ngee~

::Cik Joni yg turut serta dalam pembikinan Bridge::

P/s-All and all, the party is superb.The cake was blueberry cheesecake.I prefer if he take blackforest or tiramisu(demand giler).haha.MOST importantly, please do pray for our group success tomorrow.We are having bridge test tomorrow.Quite nervous.Hope that we could get at least, AT LEAST 10% out of 10%.haha~

Trekking at Mersing

Assalamualaikum and Good day

2 days ago, got back from finding sponsors for my newest project..Bengkel Transformasi Perkasa. Going there with my partner, Danial and his friends. Never been in such field before..you know handling sponsorship..ain't an easy job although I only need to find simple sponsorship but still, you felt like a beggar seriously..urgh..it really felt uneasy actually..but what to do..no money maa..

Stop there, I got so much else to tell. Well..last Friday I went to Mersing under Trekking(ko-Q).It is like so compulsory for us to attend because it is a kind of a co-curricular activities.The camp is well known as Kem Bina Semangat. A camp which collected all the PLKN students.It is located at..hmm...well check out ur GPS everyone..hehe..I'm not good in explaining direction as I usually sleep during the long journey..lalala~

Okay, talk about the Friday night, we arrived at about 11 something p.m. We need to walk about 500m (if I'm not mistaken) to get to the camping spot to construct the tent.Frankly, it is my 3rd time in my entire life going to camping and the 2nd time ever to construct the tent.SO kinda forget..thank god, I have such supporting and helpful friends, they help me by teaching me on how to put up the tent.The basic of 45 degree...if you know what I mean..geez..so ashamed of myself..ahaha.

::BRiefing2:

After that,we have a small briefing by Encik Abdul Rahman on the activities that we gonna participate the next day and about the food too...Kind of tired after a few hours of journey. Can't have a full throttle sleep as Zul, Roy and Raja keep talking and disturbing me non stop like a chatterbox..haha..Just after ending up the briefing, we enjoy Nasi Lemak specially brought by our instructor.Nice yet very spicy!

::ShHh...We are guarding our food from the BOAR..so many of them!!::

Our eyes can't bear it anymore, we get to our tent to get our beauty sleep but so shocked to found that after several minutes of adjusting our body to sleep, we've been called by the camp instructor.."Kaum wanita sila bangun, beras kamu kena sondol dengan Babi Hutan!!!"..Hah!! I was so petrified and seriously got scared too..Jungle Boar?? really?? never saw one before..We rushed out from our tent to check out the condition.I was really afraid and hope that the boar doesn't 'sondol' all of our stock of rice..All the camp instructor dissipate the Boar and ask us to standby sentries to guard all of our tent.We quickly waking up the guys to do the job..hua3. Finally, the fiasco is over as the Boar finally left us but then still cross by our tent by gushing around our slippers and shoes..yikes!! My friends named the Boar as 'Cik Bi' and have several cute name for them such as JOni( the biggest one), Lucy and Lily.. I don't know where on earth did they find the names but I found it cute! hee~ "Cik Bi" lalala~

Alright, enough talk on the boar stuff, let us proceed with the next activities..which all three activities is the first ever I have done in my entire life!!! So pathetic..aish.. The morning start off quite fine as we only had bread with Jam and Kaya in the morning. At first, I need to accompany Encik Abdul Rahman to the market to bought wet food to cook for lunch but I'm really grateful as I don't need to and I can play Kayak!!! Really, I don't know any stuff on Kayak..they teach how to paddle the Kayak and Thanks Hidayah for instructing me how to paddle the Kayak the proper way..thank god that out Kayak hasn't 'terbalik'..haha

::Let's Cook!!::

Kayak is a really tiring outdoor sports..we need to paddle and paddle and paddle..phew..but it was so much fun that I hope that I can go kayak again! At lunch,we have simple food that is white rice, fried fish, omelet and cabbage soup...it was nice as each group cooperate with each other to prepare the food..After having lunch and prayers, we go on with the next activities...Flying Fox and Abseiling!! Wow!! I was scared to death at first when I watch how they demonstrate both activities..You don't know how it felt when you are on top of the tower!! My god, you felt your heart pounding so fast that you feel like you want to cry! Climbing the tower and starting off with Flying Fox..I can't remember how many times that Encik Awie has asked me "Da bersedia belum?"..I keep saying "sekejap2 and keep reciting Basmallah"..When I say yes, the instructor just pushed me and there you go, I am actually flying fox!! WOw.could not believe that..I thought that I am not strong enough to do so..but then i had!! yeay!! Abseiling also quite the same..where then push slowly your body at a position of 45 degree at the back where you need to get down slowly to the ground..at first I was hanging around like a hangman, but then after controlling the 'brek" where my right hand grabbing the rope, I successfully kiss the ground..huhu..so touching~

The end of the day, we had Fried Rice with chicken, fish and sausage BBQ for dinner.Yummy!! The BBQ is delightfully delicious!! No need the BBQ sauce just home made is enough. The night never end that simple, we go on with the Night Navigation also known as Night Walk activities. It is quite a thrilling activities though. You've been warned to check your group members several times..whether there is additional members or your members become lessen..geez!! I pray a lot in order that I could avoid such incidents from occurring. I felt more safe that Roy stand behind and guarded me. At least it felt safer to have a guy at your back..huhu..

You know, actually my instinct says that I saw a snake around me at the jungle..yet I think positive and didn't talk much on that as you know...animals...huhu..

The next day, we endure jungle trekking. NEAT! Again we meet with Mr.Awie..he is really professional and educated on plants..I am really impressed with him...I learn a lot of stuff that morning. Let me share with you guys some of it that I remember..

First things first, we encounter a plant called 'Mata Ayam'. It is some sort of ulam and we can eat it right away.It is so tasty and will be more tastier with SAmbal belacan..nyum2..then we met with plants called 'Segantang Bumi'.It is really good for women that have 'keputihan' and period problem..really good..Then the most interesting part is 'Rengas' tree. It is like a sacred tree actually. You can't just chop down the tree.It has some sort of like effect that could make your skin feel itchy and bloated like 'lebam'..hua3. You know, there are several pantang larang if you want to chop off the tree. I could remember only two out of three..Actually you need to trade names with the tree...If your name for example is Abu, so you need to trade your name and called the tree Abu and your name will be Rengas.Quite funny isn't it? haha. Next, you need to take the Haruan fish oil and pour it on your skin..the Rengas tree is actually really good in making the "Sarung Parang"..Only a selected and experience person that could stand the itchiness of the Rengas tree...

In addition, I also met a 'Benidan' tree if I'm not mistaken the name. It is kind of the only tree that could light up fire even in a wet condition..so you won't be scared of the dark..if you know what I mean..The next tree is quite a famous and expensive tree. Cendana or Sandalwood tree! At Pahang, if you sold 1kg of Cendana, you could get RM3000!! As simple as that! While in Kota Tinggi, you could get around RM6000! More like a two months salary pay check! Wow! If you burn the sandalwood tree, you could smell a really heavenly smell..no need perfume anymore!

Ha..and then, humming a song..with rythm..it is a one way that Orang Asli usually use if they are lost in the jungle..the song sound around like this..

Ketuk2 ekor kucing kedua dua, Ketuk2 ekor kambing kedua dua, Sampai aku bilang dua puluh tiga..

The song sound like that..maybe there is a slight error here and there..but you need to hum the song with Rhythm okay..hee

Fuh..so much already that have been spilled in this entry...Sorry making your eyes blurred around reading my entries..but seriously..it was fun like NGET joining this Trekking activities! I want to do trekking again..but avoiding Night Walk..lalala~

P/s- I am actually a scared person..I hope I will not met any type of ghost at night..OMG..Yikes..SLeep is better..ZzzZZ..hua3