Kambing Hard!

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Kambing hard! That's one thing that I want to say about something. It is hard to do something if some people didn't cooperate. It's not like a one person thing, but it is a team thing!

Why is it so hard to lend a hand and settle up things quickly?

I am really disappointed with this case.

Ya Allah, give me strength to overcome this difficulties in handling such manner. huhu~ =(

Finally ^_^

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Hola everyone!! I am so happy and grateful today. Finally the long awaited day has finally come!
I am so relieved because my struggle in managing the programme has come to an end.
FYI, actually the programme has been adjourned for about 3 times!!

I am so ashamed with myself.
I need to inform each and one of the participants about the adjourned programme for about 3 times already! Aiyakkk!

But I do take this as a learning process as this is my very first time in becoming a Programme Director. I believe that we live to learn.
And I do learn a lot through the process.
Attitudes, ethics and such.

I was really down at first when this programme had to be adjourned numerous time.
I don't care what people think, but I pitied my family as they need to pay for my expenses! sigh.

Anyway, it is all over.

I would like to personally thank my mother for being such a huge supporter and advisor to me. She's a SUPER MOM! She has a wide experience in her company and she spill it all to me.

I am still here because of my family. I am strong because of them. I don't know if I can ever live without them. They are so precious to me.

I just pray and I hope all of you will also pray for our SIFE club programme to be one of a successful programme in UMP.

Thank you all! ^_^

With full of hope and prayers,
Nadzirah

Maulidur Rasul Parade and Congratulation Perkasa

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Today, me and my fellow Perkasa Committee has been joining the Maulidur Rasul parade which is being held at 9 am.

Perkasa stand for Persatuan Mahasiswa Kejuruteraan Awam dan Sumber Alam.
Making it more interesting is that the Chinese from our committee also joined the parade.
I really respect them as they are really cooperative in making this event a success.

Guess what? When the winner for the banner is announced, unexpectedly Perkasa won the second place! Wow!
Really can't believe that! Lucky that I still joined the parade.ihihi

But what making me disappointed today is that I didn't have the opportunity to make it Chap Goh Mei night at the Mexica Hotel bacause of sudden fever. Really frustrated you know. I wasted rm18 just like that.wuwu.

Maybe that's worth after all. After all, our team did won the Parade, but I didn't get the chances to the event. =(

Okay, that's all. Just sharing a bit of happiness and sadness with you all.teehee. =)

Yours truly,
Nadzirah

Culture Night and Concert?

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Today,
There are two event that been organized in our university. One is culture night that is at 8.30 pm while the other is Concert Nasyid which is at 9.30 pm. Clash the best time isn't it?

I've attended culture night which is organised by PEKA and UIAM Gombak at block W.The event? hmm, quite okay because there is not much of attendees there. I guess not many people knows about the event. Should promote more on the event.

Well, actually I also may take the blame. Because I'm one of the committee. But hey, what's up when you didn't know about the event preparation? My boss had just left the position without acknowledging us with whom we are working with.

Who's to blame? Maybe both side. Maybe I just didn't know or I'm not being mentioned at all. Bad things is I didn't even know whom I will be working with. The previous boss that I know has been appointed as someone important in a society. So, the person just letting go his position. For me, that's not a proper way.

At least, mention to us and you may leave gracefully as a respected leader. You still have the responsibilities. Do not forget on that.

Well, most of my entries sounds quite serious as I'm not the gaily type of person. But I laugh crazily and smile easily.Yup, maybe I am that type of person. I accept who I am and happy the way I am. Yeah, I know people look down on me because I project late on things. They say other people da sampai Kuantan but I masih dekat Gambang. LAMPI katakan. Da la mata blur sekarang diri sendiri pun blur. What to do? I accept my weakness guys. hahaha.

I do admit taking things seriously. huhu. Maybe I am born this way. A serious typical type of girl. There is a history beneath why I become like this. Hmm. Just forget it. No grudge at all. I want to move on and be with the people that really cares about me. That's all I care.

I try my best to understand things. I did. I always pray that I will be wipe off from the blurry thingy. I really hate the blurry thingy because people always blame and look down on me for it. I never stop praying and wishing. But..I don't know why I still being like this..huhu..

Not a good saying narah! Bad girl!

Ok2. But although at first I think like that but now I really believe maybe Allah is testing me in this way. Allah has given me almost anything that I've needed and wanted. Why I do I want to claim more?

Narah, just be grateful because you are not tested the heavy things that is unbearable and do accept things as they are ok. You always should look up towards those people who still living life gracefully although their situation is miserable. I'm comforting and talking to myself. haha. =)

A big thank you and love for family and friends who still accept and cares for me for who I am. I love you all. Muahx.

With much love and prayers for all,
Nadzirah

Hye world, I can see you.

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Erm, it's kinda weird that I begin to be so rajin to write on my blog all of a sudden. In a good mood I guess.haha.

Today is Maulidur Rasul and I am actually feeling pretty lazy to go out anywhere. I have been guilty in rejecting a few friends of mine offers to go out with them. I'm so sorry my dear friends.

Preferably at this time, I want to stay in my room and do things that can reconnect me again closer to my creator. I began to feel myself is parting and lonely. With Allah's grace, I finally found my remedy. The Holy Quran. Allah shows me the way by making me opened up a blog that has enlighten me. Now, I feel at peace and tranquility begin to surround me when I recite the Holy Quran.

My bad.
I had left it for days. I should read it at anytime while having the chances. No excuse for that, next time narah!

Oh yes.
Without delaying further. I would like to share a gist of the so DAMN happy I am today to all the readers. Why I am happy?

As you may see in my title, it has describes it all and it will be visible in the pictures below.teehee.

Guess what? Before, I am wearing spectacles and now I don't. I have achieved my dream for today. Hope that my dad will consent.

I have dreamed to own my own contact lenses since my secondary schools. But my mom and dad didn't agree on it. Well, what to do. I am so hard headed person. But hey, I'm not doing bad stuff okay? I just do it for my own guilty pleasures.haha.

This new look perhaps is just for a temporary period of time. I am buying this for special occasion actually. Thanks to Kak ila, she has been very encouraging to me. I am feeling totally DAMN happy when I bought it. Feel like I finally accomplish my personal desires. Finally.

Okay. It is a clear lens not the coloured lens. It took me several minutes to wear it. I am clueless on how to wear it as this is my first time. My eyes began to pour out rain endlessly. Quite pedih at first but I am overall satisfied with the results.

I can't believe that I am actually looking at my face without my spectacles. I have a huge amount of power for my spectacles which make it hard for me to even see my own face in the mirror. It is saddening but just forget about it. I finally could cross it off from my life list! Nice one narah, you just don't talk but you realizing it! Good job!

I am now collecting several of life list to be done. Opps. Spill the beans. I am really inspired by John Goddard whom has manage to complete about 111 out of 127 of his life list which is really remarkable!

It is just a simple listing but actually it is huge when you able to make it. I mean it. He has yet left about 30 countries left to travel to and has managed to climb several mountains in the world. He is a true explorer! I am really amazed by his achievements and you should check his life list through this link. John Goddard .Awesome, I tell ya!

Looking on that part, there's lot of stuff I haven't managed to fulfill just yet but then with God will, Insyaallah nothing is impossible. I believe in imposibble and I will make it remarkable. Good luck narah and never give up! ^_^

Wishing for dreams to come true,
nadzirah

Salam Maulidur Rasul

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Salam maulidur Rasul everyone! May all be bless whenever we are. Rasullullah S.A.W has contributed a lot in building the pillar of Islam. Pray for our Prophet and all Muslims the best and Insyaallah may we will always be protected and loved by Allah.

Selawat and Salam for our beloved Prophet. ^_^

When will it be happen?

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Today, I would like to be personal. The feeling that I have been hiding for years now.

Sometimes we just left being wondered. When will something be happen? I mean in any situation. Everybody have their own desires and liking. Sometimes, the things that you hate the most is the things that you loved them too much.

Why am I saying that? Well, it happens. Before, I had loved and cared about someone so much. I've even buy him something that relate to us which is quite expensive, which I never done that before ever in my life.Then, crisis begin which has made the no name relationship between us begin to tarnish. After that, I couldn't loved anyone so much like I have loved him. Saying the word love to someone is something that is hard for me.

What makes me suddenly remember on this stuff? Well, when you go on with your life, you will meet all types of people. And learn about their character and behavior.

I am a type of girl who easily feeling insecure about myself. I am sensitive. I am not a totally confident person. I've been punch with words that say I can't make my own decision. That hurts. Lots of trash saying but alhamdulillah, each time I've begin to fall, Allah is there for me and my family is there for me.

Things has happened and I regret. It is not good to say regret, but still there is slight of regret. But I do learn from my mistakes. Now, I realize how much do I make mistakes of accusing him and talk trash about him on so much things. I know how much I hurted him.

I do appreciate him very much. I've ignored and even scolded him about things that I wasn't so sure the truth about it. Yet, he never give up on trying to fix things between us. He has put a lot of efforts in trying to repair our strain relationship although being ignored and being scolded by me. Even on my birthday, he still putting his efforts to contact me numerous time to wish me. I'm too ego back then and yes, I've ignored him. I still take his call but in a ego way. Masyaallah. How rude I am that days..huhu

I am a bad person that days, I've admitted. I've become like that because there is so much love being poured to him. I've never ever feel so much appreciated like I've been appreciated by him. I acted like that because I feel like I'm losing him and I could not bear with it.

Years after years, I've still have the feeling of guilt towards him. He is really a good and caring person. I should have notice that he cared so much about me. But the feeling of jealousy has make things turn even more sour. I've learned that and I thanked him. The things that happen between us has open my eyes about so much things. Make me appreciate more on a person. I've learned too much.

I just want you to know that, I have moved on with my life although I have nobody by my side. So do you as I've noticed you are happy with someone. I am honestly happy for you. Wishing all the best in your life. Hope we can still be good friends.

Although I'm single, I am grateful for that. Because I could not bear to be hurted again badly as before. I will be single as long as I've founded someone that really cares, respect, appreciate and accept me for who I am. Someone who is beriman and can lead the family.

I know that I am not a perfect person to get a perfect guy. But I promised by myself to keep improving and that what I did now. I just want you to know that I apologize for all the harsh things I've said before. Yeah, we can forgive but we will never forget. I just hope for your forgiveness and may we both have a happy life.

It's funny to remember how you could fall for a blur girl like me. haha.

When will it be happen?? The day for me to be totally complete? The day when I will meet my other half? I hope for the day to come and I will wait patiently and always pray for that one day I will achieve the happiness that I've always wanted for. It's just that you just can't forget your first love.

Anyway, Thank you for the all the care and I am too late for not realizing that.

Let's us all move on and forget about the past. We learn from our mistakes. We must learn to appreciate. There's one saying. If you have found something that precious that you like, appreciate and save it. If you get that and you said that I've could get something better than this. Maybe..you will never ever found anything better again like before. Life is karma. You will get what you give. :)

Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief

Assalamualaikum and Good day.

Hola mi amigos! How are you all? Hope everybody doing just fine. hee~

Whats up with Percy Jackson? Well for those who are not familiar with this movie, let me tell you a gist of it. The story is about Percy Jackson who discover that he is the son of Greek God, Poseidon, the god of Sea and earthquakes. He is diagnosed with dyslexia and ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder). Which actually benefits him. Why am I saying that? Well, it is all because it could make him interpret the Greek language.

He didn't notice his capabilities until at one point he is attacked by his teacher whom which actually a fiend in disguise. After being attacked, his guardian, Satyr and his mom brought him to a camp specialised for all the demigod( half god, half human) namely Half-Blood Camp.

The story thrill as he is accused of stealing the Zeus lightning bolt which is one of the most powerful power for the God. haha. So funny on this part. Oh actually, what I comprehend in this story is that Zeus, Poseidon and Hades are siblings. Ouch. Nice one!

He is given 10 days to return back the bolt and if not, there will be a war against the Gods. Now this is exciting. I guess it is really logical to think that if in this world there are too many Gods, there will easily be a war among them and the world wouldn't be at peace. So, as a human being that is given mind to think. Well, you guys know what I mean. hee~

Okay2, back on the story. Percy, Grover and Annabeth (one more character, you should unveil yourself who she is keyh) set on a journey to meet Hades as he has send a minotaur to kidnap Percy Mom, Sally. Seeing Hades has reminded me of the cartoon movie Hercules. Love em! ;)

During their journey they meet many types of fiends. Firstly Medusa and right after that Hydra.More on that, you got to watch it. Sorry guys. It will be a spoiler if I tell all the story. teehee~

Seriously, when watching this movie, I can't stop on thinking of Hercules. Got to watch this movie again! hee~

It is thrilling to watch this movie as it makes me eager to research on the Greek myth history. Also, it is interesting to get to know the other part of the world legends.

Wrapping this entry, I shall say watch it, you won't regret it. Oh yes, not forget to mention, the hero is cute! hahaha. Oraite, I'll give personally 3.74 star for this movie. What about yours? Care to share? ^_^